The Life and Times of a Young CEO
Saturday, December 20, 2008
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
My Grandfather
It has been almost 10 years since my grandfather has passed away. Nothing has been able to fill the space in my heart. I sit up at night and think what would he think of me if he could see me today. I think he would be proud. Many people do not know me before he passed away. I am not the same as I am today. When he died I felt that he was not too proud of me. I did not live up to his expectations to me. He was a very prideful man and head strong. At this time I was not this. I was lazy and could not care about much. Ever since then I have tried to be like him. This is why I act the way I act. I would rather tell someone to EAT DIRT then to say I am sorry...... I miss him so much and I just wish I could go back and tell him that I love him. I never told him that my whole life and some time I wonder if he knows how I feel about him. If I could I would give back everything I have to just have him back. I know its been 10 years but its just something I can not help but deal with.



